Season 1 episode 2 : Decisions, Decisions
May 14, 2026
Dear Diary,
I Don't have a lot to say today didn't do a lot this last two weeks some publics days holiday, had an anxiety attack and my period so the last days were just me at home.
Got good news though,
I'm doing the dance group of my high school (yay!) my group went into a competition ( wasn't selected actually I didn't knew the day our dance prof told me and two other girls we weren't gonna do it ) He said it wasn't because of us nor our level or our place in the dance ( I believed him for that point because I was doing the part that was just made and was kinda important.
I was kind of deceived but then after multiple girls in my group told me that they didn't understand why he choose me out of the group.
He asked us If we wanted to be judge for the competitions for the middle school part ( said yes because it will be on my school record)
There was this girl let's call her Dawson ( For Dawson's creek the main character in Moreeee than annoying ) Dawson is a girl btw
The first lesson me Darwin did was actually the second because we weren't aware when it actually started.
Dawson went to us and was nice at first it was at the beginning of our freshman year.
The whole group was in the same middle school and same dance group too.
Dawson said multiple times to me and darwin that there was this sort of hierachy and that for the competion she was never peak ( used to feel bad for her btw )
I talked to a lot of people in the group NO ONE could stand her.
At first I didn't understand why then we got more "close".
She was and still is annoying on the edge of unbearable, She keeps critize others ideas when hers are not good ( sorry not sorry ) she's whining all the time like a kid who didn't get what the wanted.
We are used to split up in lil group to get more ideas Darwin has been dancing for like her whole life started at like 4. So we always end up in a group with her because no one wants to be with her and Darwin is way to sweet and not capable to say no sometimes actually a lot of times.
Dawson kept on critize the idas we come up with saying that a 3 years old could have done better BUT AGAIN HER IDEAS WEREN'T EVEN GOOD TO BEGIN WITH!
Anyway,
when I got choose to be out for the competition she legit came to me to "comfort" me. She just kept on saying I get what you are feeling you know it used to be me ( Legit felt like she was happy that I was the one choosed and not her and wanted to boost her ego )
She wasn't helping but was legit wallowing in misery.
It was insufferable!
Later one they did the competition and went second so went for the next competion
The first thing Dawson said to me was " why are you here?"
MAYBE TO JUDGE LIKE I DID LAST TIME?!?!
Whatever the good new were that for the second competition they "lost"
they got dredge up wich means that we are going in the south for the competion !
YEAH!
unfortunately we will be camping he last time I did this was almost a whole DECADE ago.
The participation for the trip is 160 which is really a lot for me but apparently for this type of things our professor ask for the half to be paid by us and I sure hope it will be it.
I'm actually so happy to miss school just to judge a competion !
I really wants to just settle things with Dawson because I cannot keep it that way
I will of course Kept you in touch when That will happen !
Btw I'm searching for jeans with lace
The girl that hates me in class saw them on my friends
tiktok feed and started saying that it was ugly and only
good to wear at a manga con. So I'm searching for one
One because it is magnificient andin second just for
pissing her off ( could be consider as petty it because I
am and my goal is for her to absolutely hates me)
she already does but for no reasons and she's a bad
person I already talked about her so I assume you know
who I'm talking about.
If you know where to find some on websites please send me a letter!<333
Everyone have a great day, thanks for reading my blog
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