Season 1 episode 1 : Me, Myself and I
May 3, 2026
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05/03/2026
Dear diary,
I turned 16 in february and might have expected too much from this " main character age"
When I was 10-12 I always imagined my life a certain way and I'm sure that my younger self
would probably be quite ashamed of how our life looks right now. But it's okay, sometimes life
doesn't ends up the way we planned it and it just the perks of life.
Being a teenager is fun but also exhausting.
The number of times we asked me to take important decisions because I'm now a 16
is quite isane. I just started high school ( there are like 2 months left but you feel me) and people are asking me what I want to dofor the next what huh? like 40 years.
For a while I wanted to become a lawyer but I don't think it is the right path for me anymore.
I remember triyng to say it to my mom and tell her that working in something that involve languages
is something that is more than intersting to me. But she does not align with me one this one.
Actually we do not align with a lot of things, when i was a kid I used to pretend
but I dont have the energy to do so now. Some subject are sometimes worth to avoid with her for my sanity. Which include my future.
you know somethings are not worth ending up with a headache for the next years
.
Anyway I have a question and would love if people could help me with a situation of mine.
In my class I have my own group of friends
( code names ) in it there are :
- darwin
- hermione
- bella
and Rachel
Rachel due to her own problems is rarely at school. She is used to being with older men going from 19 to 26 wich is for me kind of insane especially when she is still a minor ( 17 )
I usually prefer not judging women because when girls and boys are still young it is normal for them to want to experience life with older people. But it in fact gets weird when a 26 grown man wants to be with a 16-17 yo.
And I know that next year she will be 18 but it doesn't change the fact that grown men should not be attracted in any ways into girls almost 10 years younger than them at that age.
I tried multiple times with my friends to explain to her that it was normal for her to be into older men but the inverse is grooming / ped######a.
unfortunately she didn't want to heard any of that so she choose to stop shaing to us this kind of informations.
If I'm being honest I never really stand Rachel like her personnality, some of her saying, how she thinks. It just never clicked with me but because at first I approach her with my friend cuz she was alone we still stayed with her.
at some point her presence around me became sometimes insufferable ( i got the ick )
So one day she told us she started a relationship a with a guy who is 16 then processed to show us a photo of him ( he looked older ) but you know me and my friends started joking about the factt that he might lie about his age.
She repeat to him the things we said ( we did not insulted him ) he then send message for me saying that I deserved to go in a psych ward and that I was nuts. ( just cuz we joked about the fact he doesn't look like his age ).
I got angry and I started to say kind of hard things to him ( cuz wtf like have some sense of humor and dignity please ) He responded to me calling me a bitch, cunt, whore and a lot of beautiful words ;))
( Only because I responded to HIM to things he said to ME and because to protect "our friend" Rachel we asked him to bring either his ID or passport to proove his age when he sais he was coming to see her. But of course 2 hours after us sending this to him he suddently became sick )
After Rachel told me that she passed me her phone giggling to see my reaction and how i was about to insult his entire lineage.
At that moment I understood that she was never a good friend she didn't even triend to defend me. No what she did was waiting till the next day to be entertained by me giving her a show.
I decided not respond to his attack and avoid talking to rachel.
Unfortunately she didn't understand by herself that I don't want to talk to her anymore.
I then learned that darwin( who is a girl and one of my best friend) cannot stand her too and same for hermione.
The only person that like in our group rachel is bella I didn't tell bella how i felt after evrything happen ( especially when she told to darwin that she broke up with him and not to me too and especially said that it did not had anything to do with what he said to me ).
And mostly I recently observed that she keep on talking to a girl in our class that hates me for no reasons
( literally she said that hate my voice and the fact that I try so much to dress like in the 2000s ) tf ? And apparently that same girl also talk to rachel about how mush she hates me ( the same girl who said fatphobic,transphobic and homophobic comments in class ) But of course I am the problem.
I know this is a lot but my question is Do I confront her or do I just ignore her till the end of school ?
I really don't know what to do
If you read till here and you want to help please send a letter in my box.
Thank Youuuuu
ur fav BRATZ is OFF!
